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xoxo,PAULA

]]> Buzznet paularubrico 2009-05-02T19:35:00Z <![CDATA[It's pointless looking for someone who's determined not to be found..]]> http://paularubrico.buzznet.com/user/journal/1624051/                                               STAGES of GRIEF

 

                                                     1. Denial

                                                     2. Anger

                                                     3. Bargaining

                                                     4. Depression

                                                     5. Acceptance

 

but can you really sum it all up in 5 stages?

stages, meaning you go through one before going through the next.

but from the "situation" I experienced, I went from denial.. to anger. to bargaining. to weeks of depression. then back to anger again, and for some reason, I just can't get the acceptance part.

 

WHYYYY? how long is this friggin' gonna taaaaaake?!

 

 

 

                                                                                    xoxo

                       

]]> Buzznet paularubrico 2008-01-08T00:37:00Z <![CDATA[You're the only one who’s apt for this affection]]> http://paularubrico.buzznet.com/user/journal/1624041/ You're the only one who’s apt for this affection

 

She loves you, I love you.

 

She cares for you, I care for you.

 

She's there for you, Im here for you.

 

 

The only difference is that,

         Im behind you while.......

 

 

 

                                          .......she's beside you.

 

 

" I try to keep it together, but I’m falling apart"

 

"Im feeling all out of my element; throwing things, crying, trying, to figure out where the hell I went wrong, the pain reflected in this crap ain't even half of what I’m feeling inside..

 

I need you back."

]]> Buzznet paularubrico 2008-01-08T00:33:00Z <![CDATA[OMG!!!i needhelp!!!]]> http://paularubrico.buzznet.com/user/journal/1373221/ OMG!!! they say that i have two eating disorder!!!

no way!! im not entering going to rehab.. just because im so skinny doesnt mean i have one rayt!!!??

uuuhhhmm.. they say i need help!!

the reason y im so like this because i need to be and i wantd to be like this,,cause im a model!!!

what do you want me to do!!?? be sooo fat??(i have nothing againt fat preson i swaere!!)

what kind of person du u think iam?? a robot? to do everything you want me to do??i u want it like that

 

JUST GO BUY YOURSELF A FUCKING BARBIE!!!

I WONT ENTER REHAB!!!!I WONTWONTWONT!!!

 

xoxo

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